diff --git a/.changeset/gentle-squids-study.md b/.changeset/gentle-squids-study.md
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..830d077
--- /dev/null
+++ b/.changeset/gentle-squids-study.md
@@ -0,0 +1,21 @@
+---
+"@monicon/icon-loader": patch
+"@monicon/native": patch
+"@monicon/svelte": patch
+"@monicon/react": patch
+"@monicon/qwik": patch
+"@monicon/vue": patch
+"@monicon/qwik-app": patch
+"@monicon/babel-plugin": patch
+"@monicon/core": patch
+"@monicon/esbuild": patch
+"@monicon/metro": patch
+"@monicon/nuxt": patch
+"@monicon/rollup": patch
+"@monicon/rspack": patch
+"@monicon/typescript-config": patch
+"@monicon/vite": patch
+"@monicon/webpack": patch
+---
+
+load icons synchronously
diff --git a/packages/icon-loader/src/index.ts b/packages/icon-loader/src/index.ts
index 18d2c64..422951c 100644
--- a/packages/icon-loader/src/index.ts
+++ b/packages/icon-loader/src/index.ts
@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
 import { Icon } from "@monicon/core";
 import { parseSync, stringify } from "svgson";
+// @ts-ignore
+import icons from "@monicon/runtime";
 
 export type MoniconProps = {
   name: string;
@@ -20,22 +22,7 @@ export const fallbackIcon: Icon = {
   height: 32,
 };
 
-const importIcons = async () =>
-  new Promise<Record<string, Icon> | null>(async (resolve) => {
-    try {
-      // @ts-ignore
-      const iconsImport = await import("@monicon/runtime");
-      const icons = iconsImport.default ?? iconsImport;
-
-      return resolve(icons);
-    } catch (error) {
-      return resolve(null);
-    }
-  });
-
-const loadIcon = async (iconName: string) => {
-  const icons = await importIcons();
-
+const loadIcon = (iconName: string) => {
   const icon = icons?.[iconName];
 
   if (icon) return icon;
@@ -47,8 +34,8 @@ const loadIcon = async (iconName: string) => {
   return fallbackIcon;
 };
 
-export const getIconDetails = async (props: MoniconProps) => {
-  const loadedIcon = await loadIcon(props.name);
+export const getIconDetails = (props: MoniconProps) => {
+  const loadedIcon = loadIcon(props.name);
 
   const icon = { ...loadedIcon };
 
diff --git a/packages/icon-loader/tsup.config.ts b/packages/icon-loader/tsup.config.ts
index 410a401..0ee6a6b 100644
--- a/packages/icon-loader/tsup.config.ts
+++ b/packages/icon-loader/tsup.config.ts
@@ -4,5 +4,6 @@ export default defineConfig((options: Options) => ({
   entry: ["src/index.ts"],
   format: ["cjs", "esm"],
   dts: true,
+  external: ["@monicon/runtime"],
   ...options,
 }));
diff --git a/packages/native/src/Monicon.native.tsx b/packages/native/src/Monicon.native.tsx
index 70fd8d5..db819bd 100644
--- a/packages/native/src/Monicon.native.tsx
+++ b/packages/native/src/Monicon.native.tsx
@@ -2,34 +2,25 @@ import React from "react";
 import { getIconDetails, MoniconProps } from "@monicon/icon-loader";
 import { SvgXml } from "react-native-svg";
 
-export const Monicon = React.memo((props: MoniconProps) => {
-  const [Component, setComponent] = React.useState<React.ReactNode | null>(
-    null
+export const Monicon = (props: MoniconProps) => {
+  const details = React.useMemo(
+    () =>
+      getIconDetails({
+        name: props.name,
+        size: props.size,
+        color: props.color,
+        strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
+      }),
+    [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]
   );
 
-  const loadComponent = React.useCallback(async () => {
-    const details = await getIconDetails({
-      name: props.name,
-      size: props.size,
-      color: props.color,
-      strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
-    });
-
-    setComponent(
-      <SvgXml
-        {...details}
-        xml={details.svg}
-        width={details.attributes.width}
-        height={details.attributes.height}
-      />
-    );
-  }, [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]);
-
-  React.useEffect(() => {
-    loadComponent();
-  }, [loadComponent]);
-
-  return Component;
-});
+  return (
+    <SvgXml
+      xml={details.svg}
+      width={details.attributes.width}
+      height={details.attributes.height}
+    />
+  );
+};
 
 export default Monicon;
diff --git a/packages/native/src/Monicon.web.tsx b/packages/native/src/Monicon.web.tsx
index ba89150..dfa8c47 100644
--- a/packages/native/src/Monicon.web.tsx
+++ b/packages/native/src/Monicon.web.tsx
@@ -1,32 +1,24 @@
 import React from "react";
 import { getIconDetails, MoniconProps } from "@monicon/icon-loader";
 
-export const Monicon = React.memo((props: MoniconProps) => {
-  const [Component, setComponent] = React.useState<React.ReactNode | null>(
-    null
+export const Monicon = (props: MoniconProps) => {
+  const details = React.useMemo(
+    () =>
+      getIconDetails({
+        name: props.name,
+        size: props.size,
+        color: props.color,
+        strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
+      }),
+    [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]
   );
 
-  const loadComponent = React.useCallback(async () => {
-    const details = await getIconDetails({
-      name: props.name,
-      size: props.size,
-      color: props.color,
-      strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
-    });
-
-    setComponent(
-      <svg
-        {...details.attributes}
-        dangerouslySetInnerHTML={{ __html: details.innerHtml }}
-      />
-    );
-  }, [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]);
-
-  React.useEffect(() => {
-    loadComponent();
-  }, [loadComponent]);
-
-  return Component;
-});
+  return (
+    <svg
+      {...details.attributes}
+      dangerouslySetInnerHTML={{ __html: details.innerHtml }}
+    />
+  );
+};
 
 export default Monicon;
diff --git a/packages/qwik/src/components/monicon/monicon.tsx b/packages/qwik/src/components/monicon/monicon.tsx
index b063068..f6a350c 100644
--- a/packages/qwik/src/components/monicon/monicon.tsx
+++ b/packages/qwik/src/components/monicon/monicon.tsx
@@ -1,33 +1,16 @@
-import { component$, useResource$, Resource } from "@builder.io/qwik";
+import { component$ } from "@builder.io/qwik";
 import { getIconDetails, MoniconProps } from "@monicon/icon-loader";
 
 export const Monicon = component$((props: MoniconProps) => {
-  const iconResource = useResource$(async ({ track }) => {
-    track(() => props.name);
-    track(() => props.size);
-    track(() => props.color);
-    track(() => props.strokeWidth);
-
-    const details = await getIconDetails({
-      name: props.name,
-      size: props.size,
-      color: props.color,
-      strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
-    });
-
-    return details;
+  const details = getIconDetails({
+    name: props.name,
+    size: props.size,
+    color: props.color,
+    strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
   });
 
   return (
-    <Resource
-      value={iconResource}
-      onResolved={(details) => (
-        <svg
-          {...details.attributes}
-          dangerouslySetInnerHTML={details.innerHtml}
-        />
-      )}
-    />
+    <svg {...details.attributes} dangerouslySetInnerHTML={details.innerHtml} />
   );
 });
 
diff --git a/packages/react/src/Monicon.tsx b/packages/react/src/Monicon.tsx
index 712b797..dfa8c47 100644
--- a/packages/react/src/Monicon.tsx
+++ b/packages/react/src/Monicon.tsx
@@ -2,31 +2,23 @@ import React from "react";
 import { getIconDetails, MoniconProps } from "@monicon/icon-loader";
 
 export const Monicon = (props: MoniconProps) => {
-  const [Component, setComponent] = React.useState<React.ReactElement | null>(
-    null
+  const details = React.useMemo(
+    () =>
+      getIconDetails({
+        name: props.name,
+        size: props.size,
+        color: props.color,
+        strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
+      }),
+    [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]
   );
 
-  const loadComponent = React.useCallback(async () => {
-    const details = await getIconDetails({
-      name: props.name,
-      size: props.size,
-      color: props.color,
-      strokeWidth: props.strokeWidth,
-    });
-
-    setComponent(
-      <svg
-        {...details.attributes}
-        dangerouslySetInnerHTML={{ __html: details.innerHtml }}
-      />
-    );
-  }, [props.name, props.size, props.color, props.strokeWidth]);
-
-  React.useEffect(() => {
-    loadComponent();
-  }, [loadComponent]);
-
-  return Component;
+  return (
+    <svg
+      {...details.attributes}
+      dangerouslySetInnerHTML={{ __html: details.innerHtml }}
+    />
+  );
 };
 
 export default Monicon;
diff --git a/packages/svelte/src/lib/Monicon.svelte b/packages/svelte/src/lib/Monicon.svelte
index 684cff1..d8d4ce0 100644
--- a/packages/svelte/src/lib/Monicon.svelte
+++ b/packages/svelte/src/lib/Monicon.svelte
@@ -12,13 +12,7 @@
   export let color: MoniconProps["color"] = undefined;
   export let strokeWidth: MoniconProps["strokeWidth"] = undefined;
 
-  let details: IconDetails | null = null;
-
-  const loadIcons = async () => {
-    details = await getIconDetails({ name, color, size, strokeWidth });
-  };
-
-  $: $$props, loadIcons();
+  $: details = getIconDetails({ name, color, size, strokeWidth });
 </script>
 
 {#if details}
diff --git a/packages/vue/src/monicon.vue b/packages/vue/src/monicon.vue
index df38854..a56dfd2 100644
--- a/packages/vue/src/monicon.vue
+++ b/packages/vue/src/monicon.vue
@@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ const props = defineProps<MoniconProps>();
 const details = ref<IconDetails | null>(null);
 
 const loadIcons = async () => {
-  details.value = await getIconDetails({
+  details.value = getIconDetails({
     name: props.name,
     size: props.size,
     color: props.color,
@@ -19,8 +19,7 @@ const loadIcons = async () => {
   });
 };
 
-watch(props, loadIcons);
-onMounted(loadIcons);
+watch(props, loadIcons, { immediate: true });
 </script>
 
 <template>